I like to look at people
Not in a creepy way, or in a checking-you-out kind of way. Just in an admiration kind of way. People are interesting. The way they move, the way they interact with other people. How we are all different, but yet we all have similarities. It’s fun to watch and notice those things. People are beautiful. And I admire everyones beauty.
I like being alone.
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.
|me when I wake up:||why|
|me trying to find something to wear:||why|
|me looking in the mirror:||why|
|me walking into school:||why|
|me having to engage in social contact:||why|